Existence and Progression
Updated: Mar 7, 2019
“The times have sped up and my heart is racing to connect.” Toni W.
Dope by accident isn’t my choice of words but my reality…I need this…the time has afforded my existence and progression toward the future…letting go has never been the hardest part.
The hardest part is showing my truths and with that, I build my foundation of love.
It’s been a while since I’ve given someone part of me and over time giving you the full self.
I’ve never calculated or measured the vulnerabilities of love. Eyes wide shut but you grasp me…attention is held and I salute you verbally…intellectually…and circumstances bring us closer than a best friend.
Soul searched with self reflections… smiled with a desperate cry for help. Showed up for everyone but me.
You’ve allowed me to do me…you love me without doubts that consume your beautiful artistry and mold my creative energies.
I call you a Queen because you are unique with circumstantial evidence…leaving me crumbs which leads me to your soul because your heart is mines.
My heart and self hate in past has afforded me the reality to love, give and appreciate every level of you. It ain’t always rainbows butterflies but you make me go beyond the honeymoon stage and just appreciate you.
I can and could go on…I’m done accepting my past because you encompass my future.